Still waiting for her to catch that darn rabbit.

Have you wondered what it feels like,
to be in another person's misery instead of your own.

Hey bloggie,

I haven't been around coz, I think I am now able to control Gemini a bit better now.

haha!

I call him Gemini now for obvious birth reasons.

:)


Well, for certain I've changed a bit.

Not so much as to be a new person, but yeah I've changed.


One of them is that I am happy with my life.

I'm not saying that I get everything that I want, but I guess its enough.

I see life in a very negative way, but I don't feel negative.

I feel hopeless with everything else in life, but holding on to one.

College is as if it does not exist.

and I am out chilling as often as possible.

yeah.. life is pretty good for me.

and this time when I say I am getting fatter, I am not fucking kidding. Taro came for an overnight the other day and said how much I've grown.

Somehow.. IDGAF anymore. IDC if I'm fat or overweight. I don't know why. When she returns from Wonderland, maybe she'll run away to another hottie. Maybe it won't happen, but might as well prepare myself mentally just in case it happens.

Friends.. well... I get to see capik when it is holiday season. Kelantan is not near.
Mikki would be around some of the time when he's free. Gunfighter of justice needs to prepare his bullets when he faces the real world and its gunfights right? I'm so proud of him. :)
Anep would be my loyal accompany some of the weekends. He's also correcting his shits up. He bombed his pointer last semester and is working his ass off this semester to pull it back up. And my sacrifice for him did not end in vain. I am whole-heartedly am grateful to you for that. Keep her happy okay. :)
Jad would hang with me anytime he is free. It's not easy working while thinking about continuing his studies. He is one cool dude. About to buy Myvi some more. or Viva. Canceled his plans to buy ninja. Good for him. :)
My best company now would be Zakwan Widdle and King Akoban. They are just there when I need them. Well for hangouts at least. Both of them have GF's and kind of make me feel a bit ou of tune with the rhythm of life. But still, just being able to sit in silence with them somehow makes me happy. hanging out is a real funny thing.

And I text her in wonderland everytime before I sleep. Seems like a helpless pursuit, useless. But I always think like this, so maybe she'd be the one to prove that I am wrong. Either that or she'd waste a hell lot of my time. Haha.

errmmm... what else is there?

oh yea. I'm back with twitter. Back then, just like tumblr, the only ones with twitter is me and zaty.
Now lots of ppl on twitter ady.
what's next?

That's all.
take care.
XOXO,
I still love you so.

In your wonderland, I wanna stay.

I know it's not your fault,
but I'm a locked door.

Dear Bloggie,

harrroouuuwww!!

okay here's the thing.
I am in love with this one girl and it shows to the people around me. And by "people around me" i meant it literally "THE people AROUND me"
not hypothetically.
sorry brothers and sisters yang tak tahu. haha.

but the thing is, well as expected like always I'd be too stupid and mess it up. (Again and again)

man, i should really keep count of the "possible" relationship that I screw up. Oh wait, I did.
and it is about..

uhh..

*DRUMROLL!*

okay, can't really remember it. but I think it would be somewhere near 10 people already.

aaaaaaanyways, it'd be better if i keep moving on.



teehee.

Any blond short haired with blue/green eyes girl who is incredibly smart, bubbly and incomparably cute is still available?

:P




okay moving on.



Class is starting soon, and this time it'll be the longest semester I ever had.





how long?








about four months only.

hahahahaa!

funny ain't it?


:P

and the classes seems merciful like always.


4 classes per week. two of them on monday.

and no classes on wednesdays.

=)


Most of my friends admit, it still feels like SPM ended yesterday.

haiyoooo~



I'm freaking 20 this year beach!







Notes:
Financially seems stable for now. As long as I save some for later.
It's weird that I can't find lyrics of the song "An honest lie - Slow down" anywhere.
where the heck did I find that song ?
I'm in a big battle of principles and experiences of my life.
Need more mosh pit influence or i might drift the other way. T___T


Tak payah nak bajet tacing ah aku tak cerita. kau orang pun sama tak cerita pape kat aku.

That's it for now I guess.
c ya later bloggie!
XOXO,
Oh I love you so!

Words :

Great minds discuss ideas;
Average minds discuss events;
Small minds discuss people.
-Eleanor Roosevelt.

Miss Eleanor, I believe the greatness of a mind would only be measured by two type of people.
Those who knew none, or too much.
I believe you're the former.
However your words does have some truth clinging to it.
:)