Open, in the FUTURE!

Dear future self, hey dude what's up. Hope you've moved on from being a lifeless amoeba by now. Let's cut the crap, I fucking hope you're not still single brah! If you are, I bet it might be a blast from the past. Or the "29th May 2012" of you didn't know yet. Am I close yet? Hahaha.
Hope you reminisce how you met her again.
Is she special?
Well, how are you man and what are you doing now?
Sure as hell hope you're not sitting at home jobless being depressed. Shit man, that's what I'm doing now.
You still rocking it Jack Black style or cut it short?
How much are you making now? What phone are you using?
Are you like Mr. Cool guy yet?
Anyways, right now I've just started working at Secret Recipe. Remember?
Hope you didn't do shit there. xD
and who are your friends now?
Are they trustworthy and kind? Witty in the mind? Work and grind?
I sure hope at least you found one friend that won't get tired listening to your sad love stories. Hope it's a girl.
Hahahaha.
But dude, if you're still single by the time you read this... don't beat yourself up man.
There will be a girl lucky enough to have you. Look at how long you've hold on from the day you wrote this.

:D

Aite man, Akob's still alive right now. He's sending Fiqa back. Hope nothing bad happens to him. Malam esok nak Dota dgn deco / izman / BF Faz. Remember him?
You take care and go nuts!
Life's a journey, go jump off a building. ;)

P/s: Take it easy man. Life will get stressful as you grow older.

Pp/s: Send me a picture of your GF yo! :P

See ya!

Putra. May, 2012.

Week. Weak.

On the odd parts of my day, I’d be wondering what she would be doing right about now. And that is when I look at my clock to count the time zone difference. Most of the time, it would be at 3 p.m. or 8 p.m. her time. And each of those time when I ponder about her, the same question would pop up in my head “is she thinking of me too?”. And on each and every time I would lie and convince myself.. ‘of course she is” or “it doesn’t really matter”. And to be honest, some of the days it is super great that I could even get butterflies in my stomach. Crazy isn’t it? Just thinking about a girl that I don’t even know if she likes me could give me butterflies. But that is only “some” of the time. Other times.. I would feel like a sad sappy little amoeba and thinking hard how stupid I am and how much she don’t really like me. Back then I used to give her a morning text all day every day, but then I stopped. Why? Because that “some” days were over. And I ran out of indirectly subtle synonyms of “I love you”‘s to send to her.

Let’s just say, of the daily text sent her, I roughly get an average of 3 replies every week. The only conclusion that I can come up with at that time would be that I was a nuisance to her. I know that ain’t true but maybe I’m a nuisance in the sense that after I send a text, then she would unwillingly think about me at least half of that morning. Maybe during that short brief I made her breakfast stale or made her late to get ready or... I don’t know... Something!?

After stopping sending her morning texts, I was okay. I think at one point I even stopped thinking about her for almost half of the day. I thought, maybe it is time that I get over this one and move on to my next hopeless romantic. That is, after friend-zoning someone. Haha. And as expected, I screwed that one up. Personally I don’t know who to blame. Nowadays I need to express how much in love I am with her before I can actually sleep. Well, not exactly ‘love’ her. Most of the time would be how much I miss her. Crap isn’t it? Just when I thought I could get over her.

In the end I’m just another cliché movie episode. I am that guy back home that waits for that sweet girl who is now in a relationship with some handsome kind tall Caucasian guy in some foreign country.

Perhaps, I am just what her brain needs, not what her heart wants.




Dear Bloggie,


How've you been? heh..

change? yeah I've changed. So, now I'm already doing my internships at some place.

I just hate it.



In case I haven't introduce to you yet...

HERE COMES A NEW CHALLENGER!

this contender is a crazy one.


For starters, she made me wait for well.. you've read the above.


:)


that is all for now.

Until next time, bloggie.
au revoir,
xoxo,
oh, i still love you so.

From peaches, now there is cotton candy.
Sweet.

Still waiting for her to catch that darn rabbit.

Have you wondered what it feels like,
to be in another person's misery instead of your own.

Hey bloggie,

I haven't been around coz, I think I am now able to control Gemini a bit better now.

haha!

I call him Gemini now for obvious birth reasons.

:)


Well, for certain I've changed a bit.

Not so much as to be a new person, but yeah I've changed.


One of them is that I am happy with my life.

I'm not saying that I get everything that I want, but I guess its enough.

I see life in a very negative way, but I don't feel negative.

I feel hopeless with everything else in life, but holding on to one.

College is as if it does not exist.

and I am out chilling as often as possible.

yeah.. life is pretty good for me.

and this time when I say I am getting fatter, I am not fucking kidding. Taro came for an overnight the other day and said how much I've grown.

Somehow.. IDGAF anymore. IDC if I'm fat or overweight. I don't know why. When she returns from Wonderland, maybe she'll run away to another hottie. Maybe it won't happen, but might as well prepare myself mentally just in case it happens.

Friends.. well... I get to see capik when it is holiday season. Kelantan is not near.
Mikki would be around some of the time when he's free. Gunfighter of justice needs to prepare his bullets when he faces the real world and its gunfights right? I'm so proud of him. :)
Anep would be my loyal accompany some of the weekends. He's also correcting his shits up. He bombed his pointer last semester and is working his ass off this semester to pull it back up. And my sacrifice for him did not end in vain. I am whole-heartedly am grateful to you for that. Keep her happy okay. :)
Jad would hang with me anytime he is free. It's not easy working while thinking about continuing his studies. He is one cool dude. About to buy Myvi some more. or Viva. Canceled his plans to buy ninja. Good for him. :)
My best company now would be Zakwan Widdle and King Akoban. They are just there when I need them. Well for hangouts at least. Both of them have GF's and kind of make me feel a bit ou of tune with the rhythm of life. But still, just being able to sit in silence with them somehow makes me happy. hanging out is a real funny thing.

And I text her in wonderland everytime before I sleep. Seems like a helpless pursuit, useless. But I always think like this, so maybe she'd be the one to prove that I am wrong. Either that or she'd waste a hell lot of my time. Haha.

errmmm... what else is there?

oh yea. I'm back with twitter. Back then, just like tumblr, the only ones with twitter is me and zaty.
Now lots of ppl on twitter ady.
what's next?

That's all.
take care.
XOXO,
I still love you so.

In your wonderland, I wanna stay.

I know it's not your fault,
but I'm a locked door.

Dear Bloggie,

harrroouuuwww!!

okay here's the thing.
I am in love with this one girl and it shows to the people around me. And by "people around me" i meant it literally "THE people AROUND me"
not hypothetically.
sorry brothers and sisters yang tak tahu. haha.

but the thing is, well as expected like always I'd be too stupid and mess it up. (Again and again)

man, i should really keep count of the "possible" relationship that I screw up. Oh wait, I did.
and it is about..

uhh..

*DRUMROLL!*

okay, can't really remember it. but I think it would be somewhere near 10 people already.

aaaaaaanyways, it'd be better if i keep moving on.



teehee.

Any blond short haired with blue/green eyes girl who is incredibly smart, bubbly and incomparably cute is still available?

:P




okay moving on.



Class is starting soon, and this time it'll be the longest semester I ever had.





how long?








about four months only.

hahahahaa!

funny ain't it?


:P

and the classes seems merciful like always.


4 classes per week. two of them on monday.

and no classes on wednesdays.

=)


Most of my friends admit, it still feels like SPM ended yesterday.

haiyoooo~



I'm freaking 20 this year beach!







Notes:
Financially seems stable for now. As long as I save some for later.
It's weird that I can't find lyrics of the song "An honest lie - Slow down" anywhere.
where the heck did I find that song ?
I'm in a big battle of principles and experiences of my life.
Need more mosh pit influence or i might drift the other way. T___T


Tak payah nak bajet tacing ah aku tak cerita. kau orang pun sama tak cerita pape kat aku.

That's it for now I guess.
c ya later bloggie!
XOXO,
Oh I love you so!

Words :

Great minds discuss ideas;
Average minds discuss events;
Small minds discuss people.
-Eleanor Roosevelt.

Miss Eleanor, I believe the greatness of a mind would only be measured by two type of people.
Those who knew none, or too much.
I believe you're the former.
However your words does have some truth clinging to it.
:)

2011? It is just the new year guys.

Don't put off to tomorrow,
what you can do today.

Dear bloggie,

It is the 31st December and i guess you know what is going on inside people's mind right now. Yes, the "new year 2011". I can see vividly that a lot of people seem to be passionate in celebrating the new year. Posting about how bad or good the past year have been, and hoping or even dare challenging the new year. Oh it seems ideally very eye-opening and trending. Not to mention cliche.

I don't really want to brought this up but, how many of people really set up resolution for the new years? Okay, a lot. But how many of those lot actually perform and complete it? It is not that I want to ruin the New Year's Spirit and everything but why keep on doing the same pointless thing each and every year? I can bet at the end of the year people would reminiscence about how the year went, the good things that happened, the bad things that happened, or in short, the only things that mattered which happened to their life. And I dare bet that only a small portion of them actually remembers whether they have completed their present year's resolution, while the others would try to remember what their resolution actually was. You remember yours bloggie?

Again, it is not that I am trying to kill the New Year's Spirit or trying to be the party-pooper here but, people keep on counting for a specific time to sort of "change" or to "better" themselves. I remember a certain advice (or much rather a statement) from a close acquaintance of mine, (this was being said during the "Hari Raya")

"If you want to ask for forgiveness just because it is "Hari Raya", then I can only forgive you just because it is "Hari Raya" and not from the bottom of my heart. Malaysian people has been accustomed to apologize just because of the custom and not what it meant. Try and apologize again tomorrow, this time from the bottom of your heart."

Well literally you might not get the big picture here, but what he was trying to say was, why wait until "Hari Raya" to apologize to someone. If you did something wrong, shouldn't you apologize instantly? Just like the new year, if you want to change to a better person

Why wait for new years?

What's wrong with right here, right now?


=)


Notes:
New years is the only time I get to enjoy the fireworks and parties with friends without having to remember what it is meant for.
New Year's Resolution? It is a myth.

have fun tonight Bloggie,
gonna miss you.
XOXO,
C ya!

Though it is cliche, but this year I sure learned a lot of facts, places, people and those very unwelcoming truths.

There is no ending, just new beginning.

And i need to keep reminding myself.
When my life goes on, so does others.

Dear bloggie,

lately things seem well.. balanced, i guess?
Nothing really bad happens, and nothing really good happened too.

but then again, i don't really remember whatever happened.


so, for now it is over with peaches.
she was sweet, she was innocent.
but for the love of god she was really super mthrfckng s2pee'd.
we live so close yet the only time she would want to meet me is when she's in a pinched situation without a transport.
sigh*

Just when I thought I found a keeper.
but then again, things never really "set off".
officially, i have been single since i was in form five.
which makes it...
err.. one year?
hahaha :P

sudahsudahlaaa.

Okay moving on.

Lately I can see lots of flowers blooming amongst friends.

teh flouer of lurve det ees!

And I am happy for all of you.

at least lepas ni takde la conversation "jk jk asal aku single lagi ni?" diantara kita semua.

hahaha.




baru-baru ni aku sedar kenapa aku semakin negatif.
haih.
aku bongkak fikir aku ni bagus sangat.
i kept on thinking that i deserved better.
tapi, laaa tu laaa.
if by only thinking things can come true, memang skang ni aku da jadi son goku.

susah betul hidup ni.
jadi positif penat,
jadi negatif nangis.

baik mati.

xD





Baru-baru ni juga aku boleh tersedar sebab aku baru perasan.
aku bukan nombor 1.
bukan lagi.

dah lama aku selesa dengan takhta nombor 1 tu.
tapi bila baru "notice" yang..
it was never mine to begin with.
or rather,
I was never there.
ilusi mainan diri.
aku kena game dengan ego sendiri.
kadang-kadang kita perlukan kesedaran macam ni.
a snap back to our senses,
or in my case,
a baleful smack of reality through my thick skull.
I thank god.
dah lama aku tak rasa kat bawah.
asik pandang orang dari atas.
bongkak lama-lama tak best jugak.
at least dari bawah ni aku boleh perlahan-lahan cuba kembali jadi orang lama.
hotstuff tak ke mana.


Aku sumpah benci pujian.
Melalaikan.



Notes:
asik kena tuduh aku tak roger, bila masa pulak kau nak roger aku?
~dia takde credit kot, putra.

Mungkin bila aku menyampah dengan orang. Itu cuma self-defense mechanism aku yang reflect balik kebencian aku terhadap diri sendiri. entah lah.

"Anak dara minta pujian, anak jantan minta ujian." - dari status facebook Amin Harun.

aku betul benci orang cepat melatah. Baru gaduh break skit dah gelabah nak "i love single forever". Kalau sekali dua tak apa. ni 5,6 kali kau break bende sama jadi. Kono baaaaaka!

kalau aku betul mati, aku nak dua lagu dipasang lepas bacaan yasin untuk aku (kalau ada la)
"The Adicts - Who spilt my beer" dan "Binks no sake"
Aku tak pernah minum arak, tapi bila aku mati lagu aku nak semua ada kaitan dengan minuman haram tu. Maybe message yang aku cuba sampaikan lebih dari sekadar lirik, tuan bijaksana.

Okay bloggie,
heh.
"au revoir" kan?
kau bukan calon dia putra. sudah2 la.
C ya soon my dear bloggie.
hugsNkisses.
I love my friends.

Extra Notes:

tak, aku bukan "heart broken".

masih ada bayang disisi hati.

masih keluar muka sebelum aku bermimpi.

haha.

Two broken hearts are only a love apart.

You got me begging.
Begging, baby please don't go.

Helluuuu bloggie,

Yeaaaaaaahhh I knoww lama gila tak post apa-apa kat sini kaan?

tapi nak buat macam mana~

Hahaaaa




okay-okay lately things...

look..

very..






AWESOME!



I don't know why but everytime that I wanted to post something here I'd become this emo-zombie for some reason.

well,

NOT THIS TIME and you can bet your lamboghini on that TAN SRI!

:D



truth be told, I had one of the best weekends EVAR!

okay-okay start Jumaat lepas.

Dapat lepak dengan anep, faz dan mereka.

Sumpaaaah masa awal malam tu cam cuak gilaaaaaaa since mereka had received shocking news and had to leave early.

Luckily nothing serious happened.

pheewww~

okay so btms, kitorang ada la lepak kat satu tempat overrated waffle RM9 tuuu.

hahahaha.

okay serious taubat tak nak jejak situ bila dompet tgh on diet!

but but!

the best part of the night was before we had to part our ways.

Anep, faz and I had a game of "Left 4 Dead: 2" "somewhere" in subang.

Brader, I tell you brader, one time one time braderrr

sumpaaah best!

and that was my friday/saturday.

haha




Saturday pulaaakk..

siang tu janji gi rumah akak artis kawen yaaaww!

siapa?

siapo laie jang? UMUmumumumumumuu laaa.

agnes monica marueishia seyh!

hahaha.


makan free serius "saka" lapar aku hilang satu hari tu doo!

aku rasa umu banyak baco time masak tu.

haha.

then time abis makan cam tgh hari semak kepala nak buat apa.


breepbreep* (bunyi phone)


cutshortthestory lah kan

Chris my college mate said he had extra passes to go to Fly Fm's 5th Flynniversary that is happening that night!

waaaaaahh rezeki jangan ditolaaakk!!

dengan segala kudratnya aku carik ah member siapa yang

free last minute + tak banyak songeh + flexible timing keluar + senang masok kepala.

hahaaa.


ada gak laaaa beberapa member yang turned me down kan!

kan? kan?? KAAANN!!

cam KAU!

kau dengan dustaceritapusingkau boleh balik cebok!

hahahha

jk jk, kau tak nak ikut sape suh. sendiri rugi aku xleh nak watperw lerwww hu3...

xD


eh eh okay btms,

soo cam call last minute.
nak gerak last minute.
sekali balik aku baru sedar.

(kl live tu kat mana?)

HAHAHAHAHAAA.

sumpah sakai.

bole sempat pulaaakk balik on google carik KL live.

sekali kat ruums lama daa.

aku dah pelik laa org tu cakap

"dekat2 dengan changkat kot? " - Rated R

"area pwtc kot bro? " - karim

dan dan.

"area2 bukit jalil or cheras or somewhere dekat KLPAC kot? " kata putra dalam hatinya sendiri.

hahaha.
nasib baik laa nak gerak x jam.
then kat sana ada LAGI SATU free pass which makes 2 more person available.

dengan kepala semak nyaaa.
dengan tak tau nak ajak siapa nyaa.
dengan dah dalam tempat tu nak carik member datang cepat nyaaa.

nasib baik ada gak sorang member yang

free last minute + tak banyak songeh + flexible timing keluar + senang masok kepala

+ boleh dtg situ dalam masa 30 mins or less.


DUM DUM DUM!

zaf la cerita diaaa.

brader keje KL enn.

hahaa.

ye aku lepak dengan zaf dan ianya sangat awesome!

"kau" dengan sifat hipokrit tak nak ngaku dia member kau tu dengan kepala keras kau boleh amik pegi check-in dengan minah HIV kat genting!

hahaha kidding laaaah


SUMPAAAAAAAAAH best gilaaa.

okay sorry menggelabah tapi ni first time aku clubbing.

in nahaintin yewrs ai hef bin elaiv.

Nerd gila kaan?

but at least now I know something.

I see now that I do not belong in the middle of the dance floor with a boner,
I belong in the dead center of a moshpit, with a partner. :D

but clubbing ain't half bad though. i guess?

and The first time i went clubbing was the same time i publicly humiliated myself.

kalau keluar tv, then i publicly humiliated myself on a national television.

Thanks kepada idea bodoh kau zaf! HAHAHAHAHA!

at least it's something to remember by when i am old, boring and.. well.. boring.


okaaayh balik time tu awal coz dompet merajuk.
(almost clash malam tu, nasib baik dompet aku still syg aku. hahaha)




and then comes Super Sunday!

pergi wedding akak sha pendek ex atok family.

my old group dulu la.

it was okay, fun until....



Sha: weh kalau atok mintak no. contact ko, aku boleh bagi tak?

..................... "apa setan maghribi tu nak lagi? " kata Putra dalam hatinya lagi.


Serious weeehh.

Capik if you can read this.


Budak yang cakap kita lupakan dia tu nak contact kita balik?

apa gilaaa?

well i think he wants to contact you more than contacting me but...

apa gilaaa? (malay version of wtf)


kalau la dia dtg jumpa sebab nak langsaikan dutdutdut.. aku tuu.

aku rasa boleh jadi possible lah cerita 2012 tuh.

but there's a better chance of finding a unicorn than that to happen.

hahaha.

okeh aku hipokrittt..

i still think setan tu is the craziest/most alive person I've ever met.

and i admit i do miss hanging out with crackheads like him some times.

tapi apadehal.

sumbat k dalam hidung anep ngan amel TARAAAA!!

possibly the Most Epicly Awesome Hangout EVER might just happen.

hahahaha.


and that's my weekend.





cam gila dragged kan aku cerita?

sudah laa i see no more point in blogging.

macam capik cakap/tulis.

"saya tidak ada blog sebab saya percaya kisah hidup patut disimpan dalam memori. bukan dalam blog" (edited version)

haha.



Oh and celebrated my eldest brother's birthday that night with a HUMONGOUS dinner in Tanjung Harapan..

8 orang makan, order macam 20 orang nak makan. Awesome la weh!!

Sotong goreng tepung weeehhh!!

Orgasm in bite sized deep fried package!


hahaha

Notes:
Jangan expect aku nak carik kau macam anjing. Sorry.
Haha dah bahagi dua! maybe C 60-40 P ?
serious rasa nak terkencing skang ni.
baba~ nak dompet putra gemuk sikit boleh?
im getting fehtter myself.

Okaaay bloggie,

have a great day ahead!

cukup lah saja berteman dengan kuu *pappaaa~*

haha.

c ya later my dear.

au revoir.

XOXO,

I still love my bloggie so.

Rants! :

Psycho little bitch! Kau dengan blog "tak sangka korang boleh terasa" kau boleh balik cebok! But then again, you do have some good solid points. It's hard to argue when you have good solid points. Haha.


ouuuhh as a small time stalker myself, I feel quite embarassed everytime I feel like greeting the person I stalked when i happen to meet them unexpectedly.


Lisa Surihani, Castle Kampung Baru,
itu hari dengan tailou kaki besi lepak sekali. Waiter taknak frenly lagi? :D
Love Love Love.


If you think I am lame online,
wait til' you meet me in person.
haha.

sara aqilah kacak, blog anda menceriakan hariku selalu auuw auuw~

Life, but not least.

Someone should really ban facebook and
Blackberry.
And see how you suckers live. MUAHAHA!

Dear Bloggie,



Hi hi!





I moved on. :I











(uuu.. now that sounds cold.)




bloggie, I have moved on with my life and tired with it.


A lot have happened since the last post.

okay tak payah kira last post laaaa.

A lot has happened since last week.

For starters,


......................................................



okay i dont know where to start.


uhmm..

friends

okay friends.




I got to see capik during rhoma's BBQ the other day.

not to mention other bukit naga dudes.


Others.... meehhhh idk idk. makan hati dengan aku kot. msg tak reply pon.


Lain lain.....

Amel cilake busy je kau dari bulan puasa en! en! en!
hahahaha.
next week dia da xde exam so i guess LEPAK time again baby!!
and damn it aku lupa lagu baru kita apa.
AAAAAAAAAA!!
xpat practice la sibey!

moving on,


got to hangout with mikster time bulan raya. or was it puasa?

ok fuck my memory issue.

but it was a hangout nonetheless!!

HAHA!

gileeerrr its been forever since i got into a talk+hangout that deep with anyone.

come to think of it.

maybe it was my first.

AWESOME miks!


next time kena buat lagi.

Deep conversations + orangepeachgum + Din+Bob Mix + orang2 tak kenal so they dont give a flying fuck who we are or what we're talking about.

serious kena buat lagi sekali dua kali.

next time agenda aku pulak!

haha.

then anep.

My trusted companion sepanjang bulan raya.

come to think of it.

almost every week kot?

hahaha

and and..

yang kawan lain tu aku okay je.

tapi lately i feel like avoiding people.

okay i'm avoiding friends and i dont know why.

haihh..

maybe its because i'm troubled therefore i exile myself from other homosapiens.

idk idk.

College has been good.

Final last, last week.

then new sem started last week.

SANGAT AWESOME WEH CUTI SEM AKU HARI AHAD SAHAJA!!

long breaks are overrated anyways.

lagipon nanti aku bole la masok degree cepat sikit.

harap2 laaa.

haha.

the other day was nina's open house..

the other day was Aishah's open house..

the other day was Boy's open house..

the other day was ........

haaaa tak tau.

UH!

raya!!

IT :)

WAS :D

SOOOO =D

lame. :I

tak payah tanya.



I cant believe it but the best part of it was me going back to my kampung.
meeting frankie and faeq.
but then again there was this small incy-wincy little bit part of "kimakakukenajadikulibatakdiktatoriaituabangsedaresendiritanpakerelaanhatiku"
okay tu spoil skit.
but everything else was okay okay la.



My love life..
I'd say it has a small bit of improvement.
tapi macam biasa la kan.
"Putra Hakim" kotttt!!
I destroy my relationships before it can even start.
ahahaha.

OUH!

I made new friends.
well they are mutual friends of ikhwan raji but cool people nonetheless.

Real cool.

makin ramai member makin happening la BBQ aku kalau aku buat nanti.

though i'm not sure if they can fit the porch and my house.

haritu BBQ rhoma je pon cam da crowded gila.

aku tak ajak pon member2 aku lagi.

HOHO!




:D


and lately macam biasa.
aku semakin depressed.

Otak "adolescent" aku semakin bergelora menentang semua.
menentang adab.
menentang revolusi.
menentang rakan.
menentang cinta.
menentang diri sendiri.


though i hate being filled with questions ALL the time.

I know i am gonna miss this when i am older.

Just like I know I am gonna miss my 12 years old self.

haha.



Notes:
I am passive.
Back into my unhealthy diet.
For some reason, rage and violence brings me serenity.
I am scared of what I am and what i may become.
Hakims will rule the world nonetheless.
One small step at a time.
One small step at a time ..

Okay then.
enough for now.
wweeuuuooooww how DO we say our byes bloggie?
hehe.
until next time.
au revoir.
XOXO,
oh, I love you so.

Thoughts:

It is pointless to have wealth, wisdom and power.
When you are missing truth, honesty and faith.



Cakap besar, Bajet bagus, Bajet "brader", Bajet besar, bajet "Up".
simple english dalam blog aku pon tak boleh faham susah jugak kawaannn...

lagi cerita kelakar,
konon member amik TESL kau dua orang bijaksana la?
Kalau bahasa inggeris tahap darjah enam pun dah serabut, susah jugak kawaaannn....
sedih member kau tu camni.
remove sudah?
hahahaha!



I don't walk on water.
I invent a boat.

=)

Avoiding posts diligently.

Ku nampak layu dalam melayu?

Hey there bloggie and all of my (not so many anymore) reader/s

"OMK! putaputtie~ napew lamerw tuck post blog daahh..?? hhmmmmm.."

"PUTAR I LOVE YOUU!!"

"Putera sign my nip***s!"

OKAY ENOUGH!

i know i'm awesome like that you don't have to really miss me.

HAHA!

okayy hey bloggie how's it goin?

yeaahh i've been missing you a lot too.

millions of things happened to me since my last post.

well for starters the fight which was caused FROM the last post has already been resolved.

katanya lah.

well i hope its resolved, I'm a lover not a fighter yaw.
aku pun kan lemah je backup2 pon xde.
(kan kawan2?) xD

aaaaanyways.

college has been great.

by great i mean empty

by empty i meant my head.

haaaaaaaaaaaaa.


i don't understand a shyte the lecturer is teaching me.


*mojo jojo style*

curseeesss!!!



but still i think i can pull through.

just hopefully i can maintain my pointer to "cukup2 makan"


heh.


well my life has been very different lately.

my hair,
my hobbies,
my thoughts,
my love life,
my hangouts
my friends,
and so on.

too much to tell.

so little time!

haha

gotta get back to my assignments now.

TTYL bloggie.

i might talk to you soon,

we'll see.

hehe.

until next time.

take care,garnier,

au revoir,

XOXO,

I still love you so.

;)

Thoughts:

The other day i saw this vid and it really hit a spot in me. It's about students reading a sign posted on a wall.
So many of them come and scratch their head not knowing what it meant.
then a guy came and change the poster.
same words different language. then all of students gave their "oohh" and "aaahh" and walked away.

here are the words


1st poster: (which got everyone scratching their head)

"Sayangilah Bahasa Kebangsaan Kita"
(with a picture of bapa kemerdekaan)

2nd poster: (which everyone went "oohh" and "aahh")

"Love Our National Language"
(with a picture of bapa pemodenan)


Sekali lagi ku tanyakan,

ku nampak layu dalam melayu?

YesItsSoSeriousIt'sBlogOfficial!

Don't lie to the perfect liar,
Don't crap on the crap meister.

Dear bloggie,


hey there!

well this post ain't gonna be pretty nor funny.

coz i mad.

yes

you ask "u mad?"

i answer "I MAD! FUUUUUUUUUUUUU.."

haha.



There's this friend of mine once told me



"eh serius la kes kau nih. dah facebook official dah ni! haha"


well it's in my facebook AND blog.

how serious is THAT yo?



:P


Okay right on to my points.




Friends.


yes we all have bunch of them.

and let's say there's this guy.

let's call him Ay-Loser~ (pronounced as " Ay loser" yes. exactly.)


and there's another guy.

ohh fck let's keep it short lah call him "minion A"


haha.

okay okay so i was on bukumuka doin' my thang commenting people.

then VUZAAHHH!!

okay at first i thought it was random..

but then when it happened to a few statuses already.

"Weh these f*u*c***ker*s are trying to island me is it?"

translation into Malay:

"Weh k*i****m*ak2 ni tengah cuba pulau aku keh?"

Translasi ke bahasa inggeris

"Weh these pu**s*sy*m***om2 is trying to isolate me keh?"



and i was like











okay first of all i admit.

Minion A is a bit funny in some of the other posts.

and Ay-Loser too i guess?

really?*

okay no not really.


my point is that.

i was replying to a friend of mine.

which is I admit you guys know the person first.

but c'mon lah.


instead of mingle and mix with new people.

you guys shun outsiders from entering your puny little circle of friends and thinking you guys are better because you guys came from "the city"?

*Weh raya nanti ingatkan aku, ambik gambar middle finger aku tampal kat pintu bilik kau dua orang!


why so?

coz i look more forgiving during Raya times.


xD

sumpah loser nak mampus perangai korang.

memang problem ah kau.

hah!

perangai camni baik tak payah lah sial.

At first i did hear about Ay-Loser's mischief in his university of institute of technology of "movingforward"

my best friend even talk a bit about his douchebaggery.

but i was like..

meeehhhh kesian la dia. aku dgn dia dlu cool je kan.


but now..

hah PHAQIU!

"lu ingat lu bruce lee wa takut? butoh pak hang!!"

(okay takde kaitan. i just love the way those guys said it haha)

okay okay back to my point.

and this minion A.

i admit he's friendly with all of his friends from his place.

i can see his name everywhere almost in every post.

so i thought "maybe he's one cool guy"

but.

TTEEEEEEEEETTTTTTTTT!!!

hah PHAQIU!

seriously you two asswipes ruined the name of the kids from your place.

or as they would say it in malay

serius ah korang dua ekor lapjubur rosakkan nama budak2 area asal korang.



i thought only the young ones have issues.

i guess...

no matter where they from.

douchebags will always be douchebags.

Too bad they both come from the same place and tarnish its very name.




pityseeking bitchlikegossiping loser.

no wonder i never saw any "new" frens from ay-loser 's university of institute of technology of "movingforward"


even they hate you.

patot ah pindah.

haih.

to those that know who i'm talking about.

(at most only 2 people kot?)

well.

1. kau diam troll-womaannn!!

and for the second guy

dia buat hal. yes kau betul. dia memang sial. aku paham perasaan kau skang.



fuuhh.
serious aku terkejut dan terkilan bhai.


hahaha.



and one more thing bloggie.


I've been thinking about it a lot.

It seems that i get pissed off rather easily when people think I am dumb when the fact that they don't really catch what I am saying.

or when I don't intentionally act dumb.






Notes:
Life appears to be more and more meaningless.
Semester starts next week.
Hopefully I'll write to you more then Bloggie.
Found a new karaoke place with Umu n Amel.
PabloHoney, HoneySweetPlum and Romantic.
I will suck the life out of this triforce!
oh and the infamous
"Dreaming Waterfall"
HAHAHAHA!

okay that would be all bloggie.
sorry about the curses.
i cen***ed them.
hopefully they can't understand it.
:P
Okay until then.
Be safe.
au revoir,
XOXO,
Oh i love you so.

Words! :

Remember the day I threw the "kite of you" off the cliff?
It flew back right in through my window of thoughts,
occupying the spaces in my heart.

A small fib for that spelling person.

"Yeah I'm amazed,
I still love you the same."

- Amazed by Mozella

Dear Bloggie,

it amazes me how a simple reconnection with an old urrmm.. crush?

yeah we can call her a crush..

well I've recently reconnected with an ex-crush.

and.

the moments she left me with to ponder simply amazes me.

that best and worst day at the same time rings.

i still remember.

the morning after.

when that small flow of emotion, drips away from my soul.

50% Love
50% Heartbreak

(thy fiction ends here)

HAHAHAHAHA.

Yo bloggie my wo-MAN!

Whak izzup in THA HOOOD MY MANG!

:P

well sorry for not writing bloggie,

A LOT of things happened.


The good, the bad, the ugly.

well lots of 'em are good.

Thank God!

:D

Come to think of it bloggie,

I think now I am starting to become a shisha addict.

for example.

I can't stop talking about shisha.

this shit is the only thing that runs through my mind nowadays.

Maybe it's just a phase.

since I don't really feel THAT excited after the shisha arrives.

just the excitement of going.
Moment of truth with flavor picking
the Rush of "Tintong"
and ...........

meehhhh~

they will all suck in the end.



it's just like when i first started hanging out at mamaks namely section 7.

Boy, was I excited back then.

but after awhile,

blah blah blah blah...


it got boring.

Like all phase,

This too will pass.

Shisha,
You will pass.

haha.

Just don't hog the hose my brotha.

oh oh bloggie,

it kinda feels empty nowadays.

come to think of it.

it's been like this for a long time.

since I can ever remember.

It's as if my life until this day is just a day of getting through.

another day of struggle,

with no ambition,
rarely any motivation.


can't wait for the day when I can wholeheartedly tell that special woman.



"My whole life was a void before I met you. Leave me now, or stay with me til' death do us part"

Hohoho!

haa.

Muka garang, dalam hati ada taman.


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA




Notes:
To come dudes and babes:
BBQ,
Karaoke,
Maybe a sahabat91's gathering? it's a big chance of 2%!
More shisha,
Hangouts with new friends, Yeah YOU guys and girls of shah alam section 2,3,6,7,8,9,10,11,12!
Okay these are my activities so far.

Do contact me anytime if you want to make it happen.

As long as you want it to happen,
I can make it happen.
Insya'allah.

Tata Bloggie,
Take good care of yourself dear.
Baik-baik skit dgn donnel tu.
Tah haram keh halal i tak tau la.
jangan buli2 dia eh!
haha
okay c ya
au revoir,
XOXO,
Do you love me so?

Videos :






To be honest,
I only know the YMCA part.
I don't know what the rest of the lyrics are.
=____="

That turning frown, went back around.

I will drown, drown every night.
In every moment that you cannot hide.

Dear Bloggie,

Heh heh helluu.


It's been so long since my last post.

well my life so far has been terrific!

more and more time spent with my close friends.

All is well.

maybe I'm having too much fun to even remember you bloggie.

:P



For the remaining holidays I plan on spending it wisely with friends.

but that is soon to come.


for what has passed let me share it with you bloggie.

well briefly.

haha.

:)


The highlights are..

Hangouts with Ahmil and Anep.

too many good memories to be stated here.

:D

oh but special shout out for a plan of mine with Anep this holidays.

We're going on a Shisha Place Hunt!

or as i would always call it "Destinasi Shisha!"

Haha!

Oh!

celebrated Mikster's birthday the other day.

it was an unusual crowd but Best Gila Weehh!

Hohooo!


and errrmmm...

oh soon to come movie and karaoke plan.

however the day we planned have a bit of problem.

It's Jusco's J-Card day that day.

DANGFLABBIT!

i dont think the movie's crowd gonna be any lesser.

haiihhh.

we'll see what happens.


and and i went to ampang yesterday.


FINALLY! i got the chance to hangout with zyma and Niya again.

it sucks a lot that i can't meet ezani, waawa, farah, noip and Jira.

but still it was quite nice.

*sorry lah i didn't talk much. I ni pemalu orangnya. hahahaha

and after that i went to Bro Hasbul's !

SHISHHOOONN!!!

oh but sadly the shisha dude was a newbie for that place.

Apple Lemon Mint suppose to be a good combi.

but haihh.

sakai lah dia bikin.

^____^"

HELLAFUN meeting Bro Hasbul again.

haha.

Can't wait for next time.

poker with Bro Sakhee.

:P


until then c ya.




Notes:
Having too much in common is freaking her out
but made me happier.
i think.
Maybe I should get an external HD.

this post is written when i am feeling rather grim.
sorry.

so long bloggie,
until next time.
maybe i'll write something longer next time.
C ya.
au revoir,
XOXO.
i love...

Extra Notes:

Even hanging out with my best cousin can't kill this wholesomelonesome feeling.
if he can't, who could?