A letter from the soon-to-be abused.

Dear Mr. A-nonymous,


well,

if you're reading this.

wuiyoo!

u have some stalking skills of your own.

who knew.

hahahaha.


aaanyways,

since we live in a world of hierarchy that you think is so important,

i have to respect you, your "maruah" and ego thus, i write an anonymous blog post instead.

its not that i'm pissed off at you no.

i learned from you that anger makes us lose our sense.

just like when human is in deep fear or drunk.

so, i am writing this out of pure thought and this is just my "immature" advice.

okay here goes,



Its okay you said that i live a messy life.

TRUE THAT!

haha.

i admit it.

however, is being clean, smart and "tertib" a mandatory lifestyle that we all must oblige to be considered as an "adult" ?

i admit it will produce a better adult but can maturity be evaluated from how clean or messy my life is?

or is that something called.. i don't knowww.. like.. a habit? or something someone said as a "lifestyle"?

it is true that you are one clean freak, (i mean it in a good way)
and you are so smart looking. (i say smart not fashionable)

myself, no. EVERYONE can see that you take a lot of pride in being who you are.

but look who's being immature here?

just because you live a cleaner life doesn't mean everyone should.

well i don't smoke cigarettes and u don't see me calling u immature for smoking now do we?



its not that i'm bashing you in a cowardly way in my blog but c'mon be realistic.

everyone knows how short ur temper are.

if i hit you with my point of reality directly then you'll be hitting me with ur fist of reality. directly.


its still some sort of a sign of respect that i have for you.



anyways,

i repeat again, i am not bashing you but, to me you are just like a cop.

what's my point?

how many people do you see really likes cop deep down ?


p****** ni bagi aku saman parking la sial!
B*** la! baru salah sikit nk mencarut2. macam ni polis? B*** lah!
weh polis do. nih mesti perut buncit sebab banyak makan rasuah ni.
datang kedai makan ni je makan free. ko keje xde gaji ke apa? k**** nye polis!


well those are some of the quotes that i always hear.



okay still not getting my point?


just like a cop, you instill YOUR form of justice through fear.

and that way, you'll be heard, your orders are followed.

but,

just like cops and every other hitlers.

when you communicate through fear people obey, but that doesn't mean they like u.



and i'd love to say this to your face but i still have my respect for you.


I DON'T LIKE YOU.

sometimes u send shivers down my spine but yeah, i don't like you at all Mister!

you can break me, you can force me, you can even try to befriend with me.

deep down, i don't like you very much.

why can't you just leave me alone?

is being silent around you doesn't make you realize ANYTHING?

"You can never know a bad example when you are one."

haih!

u keep on spitting on my face coz i'm at the bottom of the food chain.

maybe one fine day you'll see me spitting back.

then you'll learn that just because i'm silent doesn't mean i don't have my own anger.



p/s: diam diam besi berkarat. kadang2 kau tak sedar aku ni ubi.




don't get me wrong, compared to you my flaws are a lot more, they are much more visible and they are worse.

but at least i know they are my flaws and i can improve. some day.

What about you?