Sportsday, Bull and Killuminati.

When will I,
see your face again?

Dear bloggie,

Meet eznxx and zymaza~

mereka berdua ini rupanya tahu akan posisi anda bloggie.

haishiooo.

well,

welcome welcome.

please forget this link when u feel bored.


p/s: guys please keep this blog to urself okaayy? i'll change the link if there's too many anonymous keeping up with my blog. like, SERIOUSLY

haha.

=)



Dear bloggie,


how's life so far?


well mine seems to flow quite well.


i can't remember quite well.

but i do remember sports day at SEkolah Menengah bukit INDAh

a.k.a SEMINDA!

yaa i know!

gila random dia pick nama tuh!

still cool though.



At first i didn't want to go.

GILA!

Ampang memang lah sebelah rumah kan?

but but but,

since eznxx and zymaza and noip invited me more than once.

i was pumped up to go!

xD

the sports day was...

uhmmm...

empty?

haha.

i think 90% of the people that attended is competing in one of the events.

Gila sikit!

it was a BUST!


well luckily that's not the only reason i was there.

i get to meet ZYMA! and EZANI! and NOIP! and uhhh...

farah, mysha, jira blur? (serius minah ni sangat cute + cool), and..

T-E-J-A !!!

okay seriously girl.

i am in loveeeeee~

her name even rhymes with......

MOVING ON!

xD

well teja teja teja teja.

i'll be back to court you when you are 18 okay?

that is IF we are not "familial-ly related" first

catch my drift?

hahaha

=D

it was really fun.

well zyma is always busy with R.

blah a korang.

stop the bullshit and proceed je boleh tak?

:P

besides T-E-J-A and zyma and noip,

it was nice meeting ezani again.

and farah.

and jira. yes jira.
haha.


and after the sportsday and hangouts at TR.

R and myself head to our cousin's house.

BULL!!!!

or better known as hasbullah.

haha.

he is one gaddengsonofagunseriousakutaktipumasokair! type of person.

xD

anep cuak corner dgn aku kan?

try naik myvi dgn dia nep.

thumbsup.

it'll cure ur phobia in 3 turns.

hahahahahaha

oh i spent a few days at his house.

played ps2, online, ate, bathed and..

RUM DUM DUMM!!!!!

SHISHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

(imagine girls screaming voice here)

Flavor?

Sallom + Peach FTW!

SERIOUS TARRRRRRRRRRbaik!

slack xde lime juice a situ.

situ? mana?








The Castle BHAI!

i bet anep is prruutttyyy jealous by now.

;P


hahahaha.

oh and the castle lagi satu bukan dkat andalus tuh.

Thanks bul bawak aku dgn R.

and and like always~

ada awek cun arab.

2 orang.

yes i know you guys expect me to say that kan?


well, its not my fault that hot chicks keeps on appearing everytime i'm chillin n hangin bruuhh~

xDD

and saturday was the birthday of Dato' Jalaludin Hassan.

yes the actor.

Happy Birthday Dato' !!!

spent the night with noip,

and WOAHH ps3 memang gempak siut!

Thanks for showing me the awesomeness of ps3 and for kicking my ass in wrestling noip!

kau TAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRbaik!

xDD

Notes:
Gotta send His Majesty to KLIA on monday.
Class starts again!
2 Assignments on due so far.
haiyooo~
maybe the car is available for hangouts this week?
hmm idk idk idk.
Big kudos To Bull for the hospitality!

okay bloggie dear mucuk mucuk.
c ya soon okay dear,
i wonder what happened to cookie kan?
haishh,
okayh,
c ya
stay well okay bloggie,
take care,
XOXO,
Oh i love... who so?
of course i love YOU bloggie!
xDD
au revoir.

Philo-stoned-phy:


When every song that hits the charts came from some unknown person. It made me wonder. They sell their soul to the devil just like every other.

Notes Friends: When an artist is singing a love song, and didn't say who he/she is loving. He/she is loving an entity not a person. In short he/she is loving some THING not some ONE

Especially Lady Gaga, Jay-z and beyonce.

Educate yourself.

It is time for us to be more aware of this issue.

Vigilant Citizen.


It is time for us to wake up.

Youtube about this.

"The truth behind music industry"

Illuminati want my mind soul and my body,
Secret society tryin' to keep their eye on me.

Expelliarmus!!!

I can withstand bullshits.
but. this. is. too. much!
Where the -f- is the toilet?

Dear bloggie.


Heiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~

Expelliarmus!!!



i dispell the depression!

AWAAAYYYY!!!

whadup b?

=D


well its been a while since i updated.

busy with college and sleep and hangouts and facebook.


cant believe im now hooked on facebook.

haiyooo.



even my dad have facebook.



IMAGINE THAT!


luckily i can still keep bits and pieces of my privacy to myself.

=)




okay bloggie.

CNY holidays.

HAHA!


thanks to miss janice and her Journal report.


all i felt throughout the holiday is

"shit! Im gonna die. Journal! -f- ! lepak? awh man. journal. shit! Im gonna die. Journal! -f- !"


haha.

and it is REALLY FUN!

but all of my "fun" is blocked out of my body thanks to the journal.


eh.
actually.
for a last minute work.
i completed the journal and got it sent on time.
well.
not great but i guess a pass is better than nothing.


kepala hotak ko lah putra! MATI ko time degree nanti! MAMPUH MUUUU!!

gaddengitt!

MU memang mampuuuhhh!

haha.


aaaaaanyways,

over the holidays i did some stuffs with frens.

thumbsupgilabestakurasanakbungeejumppunyatahapseronoklahsial!

xDD

get my drift?


let me remember what i did/had.

shisha and games and hang out with anep and the dudes from 7.
azam mail fahmi zuhair ooi

whachhaaa!


Sunway pyramid with amelia.
edwin is cool! next time carls Jr again okay chickenn!!

xDD


couple of weddings. met maera at one.
at least we met lah during the holiday!

=)


accompanied capik shopping with amel.
EGG TART TARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRbaik BHAIII!!

ngaahahahaaha. oh and mudpie too. deng!



installed and played and hooked with Battle Realms: Winter Of The Wolf.
TERIMA KASIH CAPiK! sarcasticly and really.
dari dlu aku nak WOTW nih.
and terima kasih sebab game nih gak a assignment aku tertangguh-tangguh.

babi pressureeeeeeeee!!




OHH!! Met my old-BEST FRIEND from primary school.
Arif Fikri !!
played CS since the stupid cc dnt have dota.

KIMEEKKK asal aku bole xtau blowJOB-NET takde DoTA?





Sat my ass home for 2 days without plan. and doing assignment.
haha. nightmare.
THANKS Tqa!!! kau punya pressure mengingatkan assignment aku memang!!

langsung tak menolong. it was REALLY fun though! hahahaha




and the best Day EVVUUHHH!!
went to mid with the sahabat91 peeps!
Met Zik the foist time~
ketotkementot paid for my first starbucks.
yeh yeah laugh all you want.
i refuse to pay MY money to them jews.
[no offense to starbuck lovers. =)]

uhmm.. camwhored with 2 DSLRs at the starbucks.
serius macam kera baru dapat kamera.
hahaahahahahaha.

and and!

again another n00b new exposure!

went to the famous Andalus shisha spot at ampang?

well t'was okay bloggie.

shisha was cheap.

but the barbican drink quite sucky.

and the JAMAICA flavor SUCKED HARD!

its like asking for a mint-flavored ONLY.

haiyooo.

next time Slaum Apricot saya kasi try la macha.

and met the denial danielle dania smthg smthg there too.

sorry saya memang tidak hafal nama dia. *not a fan


=)

Thanks to Apul!
Thanks to Ketot!
Thanks TO AMEL ARTISS!!! GADDENGYU kena balik awal! GAY
Thanks to capik!! ketiadaan dirimu pasti membuatkan hari itu aneh dan bosan
Thanks to Anep! sememangnya aku teringin cium kereta apul. tunggu peugeot a! xD
Thanks to Zik! Hai nama saya putra. ni zik. HAI ZIIKKK!!
Thanks to O,O,O,O~ for the camera, the hellos, the cheers and the memory.

and HEEELLLLLLOOOOOOO member ketot yang comel!
(pasang lagu adam AF)

haaii~
siapa namaaaa~
bole kenal aa?? taupun tidaakk?~
duduk kat manaa~
ada nombor taakk~

hahahaahahahahhahahahahaha

i feel more gay than adam lambert kissing justin bibir right now.

hahahahhahahaha



okeyh okeyh.

the CNY holiday was fun while it lasted.

and it just HAD to end.

haishh.

next time.

lepak dgn feeq.
lepak dgn atiqa.
lepak dgn dayaw.
lepak dgn maera. *midnightshisha included
lepak dgn cookie. yes youuuu!!
lepak dgn shasha.
lepak dgn bean.
lepak dgn member sekolah lama.
lepak dgn fath. winkwink* hahaha. shadap kau mel!


aaaaaaand.

lepak dgn mikster.

BABI! asal kau makan taik! SIALLLLL!!!! BODOH TINGGAL DALAM ZOOO!!
BABI! kenapa bau kau macammm..
hmmm.... (ayt abg aku. cool kan? cool kan?)

oh aku tgh cakap dgn babi maaf jangan terasa (unless kau ada tonyok dan makan tahi sendiri).


(sambung balik)
MIKSTERRR!! bila nak lepaaakkk!!! KAUUU!! kau lari dari aku time cuti!
i am gonna spank you badly boy!!!!
hahahahahahaahhaha.
nanti kita try andalus bila kau da ada kereta.
but time pelik2 a.
time biasa2 port tuh padat macam pusat seks percuma kt thailand.
xDDD



Notes:
like always. pokai.
Gym = hahahaharapan je a
weight = +
height = +
handsome = - (x8)
maaf saya tidak mengorat anda.
idk what its called, but i have low self esteem to myself
oh wait.
it's called low self-confidence
xD

Okay kasi kemas ini post!
aaa abang manyak sorry aa kedai tutop.
esok a roti canai.
hihi,
c y bloggie,
Have lots of fun in life.
without me.
xD
oh ply ragnarok online.
here's Rm200 for donation
that'll take ur mind of things.
C ya,
au revoir,
XOXO.
i love ____ so.
SO So so.

Extra Notes:

I can't get you out of my head u gotta be my girl~
Be my girl~
Just because i don't text.
Just because i don't call.
does not mean i'm busy ignoring.
its always that i miss you so much that i cant type.
enjoy youth.
enjoy the company.
I'm next. (hopefully)
(imagine lagu elliott yamin disini)

little girl saying "Whateverrrrrrrrr!!"

Epic FTW!

Ain't life just a darn bowl of cherries?

Just when i chose to become sour,
you became sweet. Tragic.

Dear bloggie,

Each and everytime i wanna start blogging i'd start playing these depressive song.


and the result?

VUWALAH!!

another depressing post.

CHOIH!


not this time!

yeah!

FIRE PUMP PUMP!

chuu chuuuu!!!

okayh!

Sooo, bloggie.

how's life been treating ya lately?


well,

this week there is psychology club's fund raising event happening at SEGi!

xD

and as always there's bubble tea, muffin and some drinks lah.



and and.

i uhh..

i wanna talk about girls in this post can a bloggie?

hehe.

i'd do it even if u don't approve.

haha!

well actually one girl in particular.

uhh let's call her.... bedah.

gila amerekka kan nama itu?

xP


well, bedah is a fren that i knew for some time now.

we're quite close.

ok tipu not THAT close.

but we do share stories from time to time.

the thing about bedah is that,


i think she does not know, or she forgotten already about my blog.


uhh.. moving on!




honestly speaking bloggie,

i think bedah is somewhat just like me.

she acts quiet.

she pretends that she is shallow and knows nothing.

she portrays nothing other than what she thinks the world thinks of her.

she hates lalang but acts like one just so that she can blend in.

she is insecure inside.

she is hurting in silence.

she has lost hopes for males.

probably because of her past heartbreak is still haunting her.

okay, not probably, I'm sure of it.

though it's a scar, i can read through your soul that it is still hurting you bedah.

that's why we are like what we are now.

i'm pretty sure u know that i love you.

but you're playing it safe and pretend nothing is happening.

i can smell intimidation every time i look at you.

you avoid feeling so that you won't feel any.

maybe i'm just being cocky and think i can already translate the world.

but even if i am right, i am still wrong.

i cannot read the world around.

i can read you.

just like there's a subtitle underneath.

just like it's on your forehead.

but there is always a possibility that i am wrong, right?

Do tell me if i'm wrong.

this puzzle we're playing ain't getting easier.

then again,

even if i do move on.

you won't feel much.

you won't feel anything.

because you are confident that your feelings are well bottled up inside.

behind that thick wall of self-defense you're so proud of.

arrogantly showing it to everyone.

a normal eye wont see.

a normal brain wont process.

a normal bob won't give a jack.

well then i apologize now.

because like it or not, by communicating i have unwillingly gave you a choice of two.

a pure gamble for me and you.

it's simple, it's easy.

and now my writing is getting cheesy.

hahaha.

well, btms bedah.

i gave you a chance of gamble.

either to gamble your heart again

for a happily ever after.

or.

gamble to stay put and move on

for a chance of a heart with no regret.


If you are stressed out.

I am sorry bedah.

but then again.

most probably you are not reading this kan?

that's what she said!
lol

Notes! :
Rabu lepak?
duit kopak?
assignment belambak?
awek tarak?
TEMBAK!

Enough bloggie,
That's it.
I'VE HAD IT!!!
with these goddamn snakes on this goddamn plane.
That's it.
I'VE HAD IT!!!
with these goddamn snakes on this goddamn plane.
(repeat till fade)
hahaha.
okay bloggie,
c ya later,
catch ya on the rebound homie!
au revoir!
XOXO,
i love you. so?

Pictures! :

BURRRAAHHH!!
itu cicak!

i know you miss my pictures!
gaddeng you!

Abolish the thought. It ain't happening son.

For every piece of me that wants you,
Another piece backs away.

Dear Bloggie,

Helloo~

whaddup phartay people?

ngaaaaahaha.

don't you hate it when people can't seem to move on silently?

Diam ah kau bloggie!

kena nanti tau a ko!

hmmppphhhhhh!

aaaaanyways.


for these few days/weeks i noticed that most of my frens are in relationship mood.

either being ignored,
being subliminally rejected,
finding a new mate,
reconnecting with an old mate,
or just starting to walk with four steps instead of two.


well,

I AM HAPPY FOR YOU!

uhh bunyik sarcastic?
takde ah!

okay okay again.

I'M REALLY HAPPY FOR YOU!

well if we don't screw up now when will we right?

it's best that we screw up when we're still young.


it definitely made me a btter person in a way.

(i said better not bitter lah!)


well,

relationships can be hard.

its not like making spaghetti.

looks hard but its easy.

well,

oh talk about spaghetti i made my first batch the other day.

HOSHYEAAAHHH!!

its delicious!

i got it on my first tryy uuuu yummy!

hihihi.

ohh still can't beat anep's mum's spaghetti recipe.


sumpaaaahhhh sedap gilaaaa.

and dayaw punya carbonara~

warrrgghhh~

(da x sabar tunggu raya)

hahahahaha.

oh btms,

relationships.


its more like a cake.

we only how nice it is on the outside.

wait til u cut it, dissect it, and see the moist chocolate cheese layered perfection.....

(stopped for a snack)

(want some?)







(go get your own!)


xP



ohh back to my story (btms,)


relationships are like that.

its complicated on how to keep a beautiful relationship just like the cake.


and often times it does not always go the way it suppose to.

well BOO-HOO!


suck it up and move on putra!


oh wait ehemmehemmm, clearsthroat*


i meant someone else.

uhh.. someone.


well, uhh ohh.. MOVING ON!





Life is Hard,
Love is Harder,
Decision making on life and love is the hardest.




talking about relationships.

mine are.

well how should i put this.



i thought it was one step ahead.

in the end it was 2 steps back.

i think.





Notes:
i wanna kiss you Mad tongue lady!
not kiss,
indulge in your maddening tongue worldddd
YUCKS?
screw you!

well,
all's well ends well.
can't blame her testosterone though.
maybe its just another illusion.
another heartbreak to avoid?
oh well,
better it breaks now than later.
xD
toodle-oo,
au revoir,
XOXO,
i.....