Abolish the thought. It ain't happening son.

For every piece of me that wants you,
Another piece backs away.

Dear Bloggie,

Helloo~

whaddup phartay people?

ngaaaaahaha.

don't you hate it when people can't seem to move on silently?

Diam ah kau bloggie!

kena nanti tau a ko!

hmmppphhhhhh!

aaaaanyways.


for these few days/weeks i noticed that most of my frens are in relationship mood.

either being ignored,
being subliminally rejected,
finding a new mate,
reconnecting with an old mate,
or just starting to walk with four steps instead of two.


well,

I AM HAPPY FOR YOU!

uhh bunyik sarcastic?
takde ah!

okay okay again.

I'M REALLY HAPPY FOR YOU!

well if we don't screw up now when will we right?

it's best that we screw up when we're still young.


it definitely made me a btter person in a way.

(i said better not bitter lah!)


well,

relationships can be hard.

its not like making spaghetti.

looks hard but its easy.

well,

oh talk about spaghetti i made my first batch the other day.

HOSHYEAAAHHH!!

its delicious!

i got it on my first tryy uuuu yummy!

hihihi.

ohh still can't beat anep's mum's spaghetti recipe.


sumpaaaahhhh sedap gilaaaa.

and dayaw punya carbonara~

warrrgghhh~

(da x sabar tunggu raya)

hahahahaha.

oh btms,

relationships.


its more like a cake.

we only how nice it is on the outside.

wait til u cut it, dissect it, and see the moist chocolate cheese layered perfection.....

(stopped for a snack)

(want some?)







(go get your own!)


xP



ohh back to my story (btms,)


relationships are like that.

its complicated on how to keep a beautiful relationship just like the cake.


and often times it does not always go the way it suppose to.

well BOO-HOO!


suck it up and move on putra!


oh wait ehemmehemmm, clearsthroat*


i meant someone else.

uhh.. someone.


well, uhh ohh.. MOVING ON!





Life is Hard,
Love is Harder,
Decision making on life and love is the hardest.




talking about relationships.

mine are.

well how should i put this.



i thought it was one step ahead.

in the end it was 2 steps back.

i think.





Notes:
i wanna kiss you Mad tongue lady!
not kiss,
indulge in your maddening tongue worldddd
YUCKS?
screw you!

well,
all's well ends well.
can't blame her testosterone though.
maybe its just another illusion.
another heartbreak to avoid?
oh well,
better it breaks now than later.
xD
toodle-oo,
au revoir,
XOXO,
i.....