confessions to you sayang.

Sayang,

i'm writing this to you today.

maybe u can read this, maybe not.

but i just want to show to the world how much i really love you.


Dear w,

i still remember the first time we exchange glances.

i still remember u wore whole black that day.

first i thought u were goth girl or something.

but then again,

u looked nothing like a faggoth.



i still remember the first time we were connected.

i cant ever forget how lovely u were.

though we had quite a rough start but its all good.

to grow a beautiful relationship we have to learn about each other,

and take all that's good and bad right.


recently i'm always busy with my work.

ever since the start of this year actually.

things just seemed harder for both of us.

but u did not give up.

u never do.

that's what i like most about u.

u stayed there for me even when i leave u alone for some times.


i love you.

but since we've parted in those times.

u seemed different dear.

i think u have changed.

is it because i kept our relationship a secret?

i think i told my friends online about us a couple of times.

but i guess that's just not good enough.

its not that u changed totally.

ur still here.

ur still there when i need you.

its just that..

idk.

u seemed different when everything seems the same.

i know it sounds stupid.

but i can see those changes.

maybe its just me?

or is it?

idk.

sometimes its hard for me to even sleep thinking about us.

our relationship.

our future together.

soon maybe i'm off to go further my studies.

and we can't see each other again for a long time.

will it affect us?

even u know i don't believe in long distance relationship.

but if its u.

maybe i'll change for us dear.

i love you.




i need u always in my life.

but dear,

i have to know that the love we share is still mutual.

idk how.

we see each other more these days.

we smiled together,

we had lots and lots of fun together,

and we laughed together.

that's really something.


but still,

i can feel ur changing.

especially at night.

u make it hard for me to do my usual stuff every night nowadays.

its not that i'm mad.

but its still annoying.

and sorry dear but i don't appreciate these things.






i know u maybe sad if u read this.

but think of how i feel when i'm typing this.

its harder for me to say these things more than it for u to read it.

i'm really sorry.

i love you.



but nowadays,

its ur playing dumb with me.

ur being slow and annoying.

maybe its cute at first but its annoying.

u used to be sharp, direct to the point and knows everything i wanted.

but know.

as if u ignore me.

but its okay dear.

maybe its just a phase,

we're still both new at this.

i love you no matter what.

I LOVE YOU wimax




=)

Here's a picture of my current lover.