p/s: Have you smiled today?

Dear bloggie,

today at work around 9-11 p.m i suddenly flashed back about eis.

i remembered her smile,

her pizza recommendation card which she wrote "selalu kekalkan senyum tuh okee"

can't blame her.

her smile is addictive.


then i remembered her giggle.

it was a short but funny giggle.

her giggle totally make me smile every time.

this is why she scored 99% on my first ridiculous list of dream girl.

oh, that giggle.

haha.

=DDD



now its around 3 something a.m.

she replied my text yesterday.

eventhough it took her almost 24 hours to reply.

but its the thought that counts right?

and today was her last day of work.

(30th april 2009)


now she have to be prepared for matrix.

about studies i think she can struggle through that.

but she's gonna be a whole new person.

stepping into a different world.

just like when we entered high school.

i was a fat nerd with shattered dreams when i entered high school.

i made the best of it by being a more good-looking type of fatty with shattered hope.

it doesn't really help me much in life.

as a result i sucked at SPM.

3A's

if that fatty that just left primary school can see me now.

he'd be laughing and beating me up.

i've been a fool towards myself.



EHH!!

STOP!

lari tajuk!!



eis



eis eis.

ok ok .





she said that when she steps into the world of university,

she's gonna change her number and nobody can know her new number.

i kept thinking i'll be the only one getting that number.

buttt.....

if i think like this it will totally be the opposite that happens.

i'll be just another nobody in her new life.

but for now,

she texted me.

even if she texted me after she texted all the other guys.

it means she wants my text to be the last before she goes to sleep right?

or is it just me.

HaHa!

Putra you sore loser!



by the way,

if ur a new guy/girl reading my blog,



Hi!

i'm putra.

i'm a lazy fat-ass that only talks big about everything in life.
i'm annoying and i get annoyed easily.
i'm broke and stupid.
i'm not funny.
i only hav quarter of the brain i used to have.
i prefer to be left alone for most of the time.
i'm stupidly shy when i'm around new people.
i'm not photogenic at all.
i'm really good at condemning other people.
i get easily offended when u condemn me.
i don't have anything that i could bet my life on.
i don't think anything in this life is worth sacrificing my life on.
i'm a major pervert.
i'm a poseur.
i'm a fake.
i don't have an identity like everyone else.
i always think i can get any woman i want.
but the truth is..

i'm just a sad bitter young idiot.

in short.

another nobody.

(her giggles)

ahahahah!

okay even after condemning myself to the lowest,

her giggle still makes me smile.

=DDD

i can't say i love her.

love is so overrated to me.



eis,
Gha,
ketot?

haih dari banyak2 tinggal 3 choice?

ketot ohh ketot.

maybe i'll miss u when ur gone.

who won't.

=)

Just smile dude!

Haha!

Smile bloggie!

C yaaaa~