The Invite.

Dear bloggie,

hi.

hihihi.

=)


today im writing to u to tell you about my day i guess.

i hate to admit it.

but i think blogging IS quite addictive.

i always told my cousin.

"Bodoh la blog nih. tah hape hape ko bebel. people with blogs seems pathetic"

and now i can say.

"Hi karma, nice to meet you. You are one F*ing ugly unholy biatch!"

it seems everything i hate or dissed once seems to come back to me.

i hate it.

just like my wounds on my hands that is healing very nicely.

i hate all of it.

it makes me look dumb, feel dumb and makes me feel weak.

URGHH!!



btms. (back to my story)

today was okay.

i woke up around 3 p.m i think.

its kinda usual since i keep on sleeping after 6 a.m nowadays.

still, only 8 hours of sleep.


and the day went on and the night comes.

"Bang putra, malam nih shisha jom?"

"ajak ar atok skali. smalam dia tacing dowh aku malas nk shisha"

Rhoma made all of it happen.

around 9 pm we went to this kinda small playground near my house.

ayen and mamat was there (yes it seems that u guys don't know who they are)

we hung out, sing some songs, and juz plain chill.

around 12 we walked back to my house and started all the shisha thingy.

i brought the cards out so we can poker,

ayen tried "setting" the shisha but it didn't go well.

tasted like SHIYET!

so we had to wait for atok to come and rescue our night.

since we were waiting.

we had a few rounds of poker.

i won 1 out of 3 games.

hihihihi.

then rais came (because his way home from work passes my house)

we had a full table poker then atok came.

he is one skilled shisha-setting-master.

SALUTE!


okay its boring and i wanna skip this to the end.

shisha was boring so we all separated and went back to the playgound.

that's when atok asked.

"putra, ko sabtu nih ada plan pape tak?"

"sabtu aku free je tok. asal?"

"ikot aku gi kl nak? aku ada projek skit."

"naik motor ke kereta nye projek"

(no these projects have nothing to do with female bodyparts whatsoever)

"naik motor. ko tolong tengok2 ushar line je."

"okayh"


if this really goes down like what i think it would.

its gonna be one hell of a night for me.

pak misai.

please do not be there.

=)





oh yeah and usually I'll write about girls.

it seems that no girl is having my attention right now.

and yeah i mean NOBODY.

eja too bz. she doesn't like me.
ody too cool. i'll cut my leg off if she likes me.
sepet. no crdt. i dont believe in long distance remember?
elwin. stop miss calling me when im sleeping! duh!
eis. lost her number. she likes afif shiaa!
aishah kiko jusco. still dont have her number. dont think she's my type.
maera. hmph. she seemed to always slip my mind. maybe no fate.

other girls are taken or un-list-able anymore


i always thought that i wouldn't want my life just to ravel around several people.

i think its better if i'm known to many than just known to few good friends.

because if i die,

no matter how close and good those frens are.

they'll get over me and move on.

i'll be forgotten anyways.

but if i'm known to many people.

i'll still be forgotten.

but from many people.

heh.

yeah its disturbing.

i'm kinda nervous about atok's offer.
but it should be one hell of an experience.
Sorry tlupe nk ajak shisha nep.

=( (=