Dear Zaty,

Its so hard to say that I'm sorry,

I'll make everything alright

This thing that I've done,

now what have I become

i was totally wrong

I don't mean to hurt,

just to put you first

I won't tell you lies (I'm sorry)

I will stand accused with my hand on my heart

I'm just trying to say




I'm sorry. it's all that I can say




You mean so much and I'd fix all that I've done

If I could start again

I'd throw it all away to the shadows of regrets

And you would have the best of me



I know that I can't take back all of the mistakes

But I will try

Although it's not easy,

I hope you believe me,

'cause I would not lie



I won't break your heart,

I won't bring you down

But I will have to say



I'm sorry, it's all that I can say




You mean so much and I'd fix all that I've done

If i could start again

I'd throw it all away to the shadows of regrets

And you would have the best of me






sorry that this is not original.

its mostly from the song "Best of me" sung by Sum 41.

i really am sorry cousin.

things were just getting better between us until i had to screw it up.

i know this won't mean a thing to you but,

i feel like a real asshole every time i read or even think about blogs.

even when writing this post.

i'm really sorry.

and this guilt on my chest won't go away until u forgive me.

The post really was not meant for you.

Really.

i wanted to post about it since last month but i keep forgetting about it whenever i'm typing my blog.

u just happen to coincidentally reminded me about it.

I am sorry.

it's all i can say for now.

i am really really sorry.

i repent.