To be, or not to be?

dear bloggie.

lets try something new shall we.

i post a picture.

i caption it.

and let these stalkers (that's you) write a thousand words for it themselves.


hihihihihi!

Hello,
that glue gun was RM2.90
i only used 3% of its content to stick my phone back together.
it was so not worth it!


This is the bandage after being released from the mortuary.
R.I.P Putra's Mp4.
pc fair 2007 - july 2009.



This is how it looks from front.
its out of the shop today.
but cannot find the software anywhere.
he cannot be resurrected now.
RIP Empy.



Guess which college did its open day on 4th and 5th july?
well can u guess it?
if u can't.
try the "Are you dumber that a rock?" quiz.
it might help you.



On the open day.
i got an instant offer letter.
after giving some details about me of course.



can you see the name now?

ZOOM!





See the name now?

ZOOM!!






see the offer course now?

no?




see it now?
still no?
nail your monitor next to ur lost brain.

as it turns out bloggie dear.

if i am to take medic.

i have to repeat Biology, Physic, Chemistry, Mathematics, ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS.

like taking the foundation course is not hard enough?

i have to repeat these 5 subjects?

MAYBE i can take on 4 of them.

maybe.

but add maths all over again?

No way Jose!

sorry Mrs. Tan.

Sorry Cikgu Norlaila.

idk if its just me don't want to understand add maths.

or is it just my "limit".

idk why.

but my whole gut tells me to take on this challenge.

but spending at least RM15,000 of my dad's money.

okay its not spending.

GAMBLING 15K of my dad's money on my pure hard work alone?

would u gamble betting a snail in a horse race?
would u gamble 15k when ur on the losing hand?
would u gamble all ur money on Malaysia to win the next world cup?
would u gamble 15k on miracle?

i don't think so.

and i won't.



just now i had another talk with Abang Ammar (my eldest brother) for the second time regarding my tertiary studies.

unlike most people that just get on with life and go with the flow.

i have to make suicidal choices and its pros and cons.

and unlike other people.

i have never needed to make a choice this huge about my future.

if i do take the foundation and somehow miraculously graduate with flying colors.

i'll have to choose on either taking Medic (MBBS) or dental (MDS).

most probably i'll take medic.

then i'll go on and pursue my hannibal lecter dream.

but if i don't make it.

just imagine.

me + rhoma graduating at the same time.

like rhoma always say nowadays.

"EHHH! abg putra ni funny lah." (read it in the most sarcastic way u can't even imagine)

all in all.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

help me.

i don't want another stupid stereotype malay's advice.

i need a REAL visionaire's advice.

someone who tasted the world on his fingertips.

someone who eats conmans and backstabbers on a silver platter each and every morning.

someone like you?

Do give me a message.

my number is 017-3207_67

or

013-321_896.

do ask me for my phone number.

i'm not stingy but i'm also not desperate enough to put my phone number on a public blog.

hihi.





i texted maera a lot today.

dreamyyyy~

but she's just too good for me.

i deserve worse.

i deserve someone sluttier.

i deserve someone unlike you.

yeah i know ur reading this.

YOU know who you are.

=)

oh ya plannings!

study next year.

lesen and work!

kinda excited.

i think i'll apply at this golf resort that Ammar used to work.

he was the employee of the month.

and he got it on the freaking SECOND month he worked there.

IF things go my way and i managed to work there.

i'll keep saying.

"if compared to Ammar.

i'm the apple that falls waaaaayyy far from the tree.

i might even be adopted."

haha.

To be, or not to be.

that, my dear bloggie. is the question.

c ya bloggie dear!