Happy, clappy but not crappy!

Bang, kasi setting BOEIK punya* okay!*
(sucks hose) this tastes like crap >:3

Dear bloggie,

yes yes title itu di cilok dari tajuk album "Couple".


ahahahahahaaaanyways~

whaddup karipap?

miss me?


xD


the week has been great!

started sweating a lot in most of the evenings.

can't really blame the weather.

haha.

well bloggie nowadays i seem to think and reflect a lot about my life.

its like my mind is refreshing and preparing just in case it needs to flash my whole life in front of my eyes.

if you know what i mean*


moving on,



nowadays i stopped and stare everyone with their life.

some made it RICH.

some changed.

some fight.

some .....

eh wait.

not "SOME" fought.

A LOT of people around me nowadays are fighting.

dudes, chicks, young guns, old schools, it made no difference.


not just that.

i also keep on watching fail relationships around me.

WTF is up with youngsters nowadays?

they've just started going out but already quarrel like hell.

it'd be better if they just stop right?

haaiiissshhh.

but then again, it's none of my beezwhacks to go and slap 'em with my advices.




bloggie dear,

ever since my second semester in college started,

i always kept thinking on finding my soulmate.

well, a match is actually found.

but its just that...

errmmm.. let me explain it this way,

u ever heard of the quote

"When married, woman expects everything to change, guys expects everything will be just the same"

okay?

and my point is first, i damn sure am still single and not married.

xD

second is that the thing happened to my suppose-to-be-soulmate

okay here's the story,

i've had this Major crush on her a few years back.

back then she was almost everything i ever wanted.

with the hair, style etc etc. everything lah.


but, during those times she was with this dude, Adoi!

all i can do is to ensure my existence is written in her life's dictionary.

that would be enough, that was my thought back then.



and then a few years passed,




TARAAAA she's single.


and i was like O-M-G !!!

this is my chance.

this is my time.

this is my dream coming true.



until..

ZZAAAASSS !!

she changed her appearance.

with shawl, and tutup litup semua lah.

Alhamdulilah, she changed.

everyone would say, that's better putra, she's gonna be a keeper! everyone wants a wife with shawl on and all.

Great news right?


well.

TTTEEEEEEEEEETTTTTTTTTT!!!

wrong.

it's not that i have anything against religious teachings and all.

but people always say that "good girls are meant for good guys"

well...

i know myself.

i'm not a good guy.

but i pretend to be one.

and i pretend good.

Thus, this equation only leads to.... TARAAA~

we're not meant for each other.

wanna know the best part bloggie?

she and i.

we have lots in common.




wait..



let me rephrase that.



we have billions of things in common!




wait let me emphasize on that.


We have B-I-L-L-I-O-N-S of thing IN COMMON!





imagine that.

on the outside she used to look exactly what my dream girl would look like.

on the inside, we're almost like a twin. we might even think alike.

which makes 100% marks inside out of my dream girl.


until she fell out of my "taste" category.

it is not that she got ugly, Hell no!

she just changed in to a much better person.

better than i deserve.


and this is why i'm still going back and forth about having a relationship with her.

most probably this will all go in drains.

it'd be fun to have a friend that have billions of things in common right?

i can be all bitchy and spill my problems with her.

and it'd be like talking to myself, only with a different voice from a different body.

ahahahahaha.


and to add to my misery.

i now believe that couples should talk more face to face than through text/call.

thus further strengthens my stand against long distance relationship.

UMNO terus mara untuk rakyat Malaysia~

:P



notes:
I don't know who I'm in love with anymore.
haha, this is gonna suck. :|
New shoes is probable.
Honey and Clover Season 2 DVD = MUST BUY!
asik pikir masalah duit, terkedu jugak tengok ayol skang.
haiiihhhh.

well,
that's it.
want some more?
come see me laaa.
he he he~
c ya bloggie,
au revoir,
XOXO,
i love you so!

Quotes! :

Never have my eyes set sight on something with such beauty.
Never have my heart stopped and gasped for air when I see a face.
Never have my mind so occupied thinking about a single person.
Never have my senses tingle in every sensation of you.
Never have my reactions dumbfounded by worldly beaut.
Never have my words repeat for the sake of poetic values.
Never have my desires asked for nothing but you.
Never have my bullshit been like this in a post.

=)

From Karim, To CIK mOOn Ella