Miserable Monday. for sure.

Dear Bloggie,

it was miserable moan-day yesterday.

well,

i can honestly say.

it was quite terrible, yesterday was.


as probably many of the readers here is from selangor,

or precisely shah alam.

they all would know.


The morning of that monday was gloomy,

it was dark, cold, and somewhat amplifies the very feeling of loneliness.

but sadly mistaken my dear bloggie for what you are thinking is definitely opposite of what i really felt.


that monday morning i did felt unusually lonely but!

it had this certain comfortable feeling.

its like i was wrapped in a cocoon and never wanna go out to be the butterfly.


haha okay that was dumb.


but really,

that morning was a real battle for me.

a battle of emotions.

and just a few minutes ago.

a certain line of text from a certain paragraph made me realize that all of my illusions can't pass this one.

i can try to hide,
i can try to deny,
i can try with all my might,
but i know i can't say goodbye.

heh.







didn't understand what the hell i just wrote?

no worries,

neither did i.


easily translate.

even heroes have the right to bleed.

still can't understand?

good.

keep it that way.


Let's just say.

Of all the things that happened.

she's done it as the first.

now the real question kicks in.

is it both sided or has it always been one sided?




Notes:
TV tuesday!
Tomorrow driving class YEAH!
I need instant cash instantly!
I could change her mood instantaneously.
James Morrison you bastard! =P

That's all bloggie,
Toodle-oo,
au revoir,
Lots of love,
XOXO!
I love her so.

Quotes Of Total Wisdom! :

Don't give up! oh siti don't give up!

- Force Vomit on their song "siti"

....in your head, zombie. Zombie. Zombie-e-e-a-o-o-o~

- Cranberries on their song "Zombie"

That's not my name! That's not my name!

- The Ting Tings on denying her name

So what? I'm still a rockstar...

- Pink on the inability to ask/answer a question sincerely.