The Ultimate Of Babbling! (so far)

"For those who about to rock,

We salute you!"

dear Bloggie,

since my drive today was nothing out of ordinary drive.

well.

i have to admit i'm still having a bit trouble on the gear changing and U-turn timings.

but all in all, its all good.

Muvuwahahahahaha!




nowadays,

a quote seems to run through my head a lot.

i got it off zaty's tumblr which i re-blogged on my tumblr.

it goes something like this.

"If you ever want something badly, let it go. If it comes back to you, then it’s yours forever. If it doesn’t, then it was never yours to begin with."

- originally by Doug Horton

(thanks to shafina for the correction!)



Oh!

also this pic.






This is so true.

Don't you agree with me bloggie old pal?

haha.


okay up to this point actually i wrote like 300 words already.

but deleted since it contains much personal stuff for this blog.

hah! eat that shallow people award!

hahahaha


okay okay btms.

uhhh




wait

what was my story?

shittt!!

writer's BLOCK!

arghh!

take a deep deeeep breath*

release*


OKAY!

yah!

hyperhyperhypehype huacha ese!

orale carnal!

si'mon que'si.


(okay you guys don't need to understand that)



i realized that nowadays i kept listening to James Morrison's song "Better man" as a lullaby before i sleep.

which is around 8 a.m.
cool x cool lah waktu tidur aku!

haha.

it always hit me on "that" spot.


(further content has been removed by author due to EXTREMELY explicit content)

(if you trust the above statement. ur dumber than u look)

(haha *laughing at the statement above)

(what are you laughing at punk?)

(you're the punk! man. getting all serious and stuck up man)

(you wanna piece, piece of me?)

(PISS OFF BRITNEY!)



hahahahaha.

okay back to being tension.



arrrghhh.

nowadays my life is filled with self pity drama.

feels like i'm trapped in some typical boring drama that my mom loves to watch.

urghhh the depressionnnnn.

its lucky that i already got used to being depressed.

haha!

its so weird that i think i laughed at myself whenever i get depressed or "extra emotional".


you ever done that bloggie?

no?

TRY IT!

your whole life would be a complete joke to yourself.

like Joker from batman always says.

"Why so serious? Lets put a smile on that face!"

and yes i think i get bored TOO easily.

so i embraced this boredom and its not boring anymore.

for rhoma his way of getting rid of this boredom is by smoking.

maybe its true.

but i always tell myself its his way of not confessing he's addicted to smoking.

well that way i won't get influenced.

know what?

out of 4 brothers.

i'm THE ONLY ONE who does not smoke.

and people always say that i'm bullshitting them.

ppffffttttttsssssss.

Hei ini xPutra Hakimx lah !

i'm addicted to nothing but pure goodness!

hahaha.


oh mengarut sudah jauh tersasar.

okay okay.

btms, (it stands for "back to my story")

okay so btms,

rhoma's way to kill his boredom is by smoking.

but my way is to embrace that shit to the core.

i think only a handful of people in this world is able to cope with being bored to death.

most of the time successful people keeps themselves busy to "AVOID" being bored.

and look how they ended.

in Japan, most of them jump of a building.

other famous people like Sid vicious, Ray charles, Amy winehouse, or more commonly known Jamal Abdillah.

As you all well informed these people either once addicted, still addicted, or dead from drug addiction.

and some other (outside malaysia) famous people spends their time drinking to "AVOID" that boredom.


or some healthier way would be reading books, collecting stamps(LOL!), and other stuffs.

which is good.

coz its healthier.

eh,

off topic again.



btms,

there are few ways to kill this boredom.

well there are ways that needs money,

or there's the natural way.

which is embracing the boredom.

like ALL natural ways in this life.

it takes a longer time,
it mentally sickens you,
and in some cases it hurts more.

example,

giving birth to a baby, naturally

stop something you're already addicted to, naturally

eat food that is made naturally, (vegetarians)


but like it always is,

its more self-fulfilling.

it gives you that extra kick in your self-confidence.

hahaha.

okay now btmrs, (back to my real story)


(scrolls back up)

urrmm..

oh yes.

i get too easily bored.

maybe its kinda like genetic or smthg.

for my eldest brother,

most probably his way is smoking and listening to his songs.

for my second brother,

errrmmm..

lets just say "i don't know/i won't tell you" for now.

hahahaha.

and there's me,

i kill my boredom by dealing with it.

then there's rhoma.

most probably dealing with his boredom with smoking, small talks, hang-outs and games.

and my little sis.

idk how kids get through boredom.

i only know the definition of boredom when i entered form 1 / form 2.

before that.

i didn't have a clue what boring is.

but then again.

i was a major nerdy-dork that time.



eyhh.

btms,(again)

my life is so dull,

trust me,


its BORING,

i'm fking LONELY,

and adding both makes it mthrfking DEPRESSING!


but!

Tetapi!

however!

Bagaimanapun!

Shikashi! ( japanese )


i've faced it.

and now.

ur gonna get really annoyed trying to get me bored.

ahahahaha.

or like i always repeat to all my friends that passed to tertiary education.

ko x bosan ke lepak sorang2 put?
ko x bosan ke dok umah je put?
ko x bosan ke buat bende same je put?
ko x bosan ke put?


most of the time i just smiled,

and then keep repeating this line

"bosan? haha. aku dah selalu sangat bosan sampai bosan pun rasa seronok bhai!"

wahahahahaha.

spoken like a true mad man.



well its true.

i admit lately i did felt once or twice bored.

its more to being annoyed than bored actually.

but it didn't last long.


coz i'm cool like that yo!


ahahahahahaha


so for all you drug addicted, smoke addicted, shisha addicted,(winkwink) or even alcoholics,

First step to stop it is realize and admit that

YOU ARE ADDICTED.

and the rest..

well,

buy those books that teach you how to stop being addicted.

a b c,
its easy as 1 2 3,
i'm thinking about Do Re Mi,
A B C,
1 2 3,
baby you and me!

For those lonely people that uses the internet for a long period of time.

watch family guy online like i always do.

it TOTALLY cheered my ass up!

Watchfamilyguyonline.org






Notes:
shisha? Sabar lah miks! aku da booking ko this week kan?
member2 perempuan mikki sesungguhnya sangat hot.
anep mana kao nep?
oh i miss lendu peoples.
i need,want,have to DoTA!
I Love You Beth Cooper!
gotta download this one.

That's it bloggie,
Too much crap is bad for the brain,
au revoir,
XOXO,
Oh, I love you so.

anep i think there's more than just 3 of us. i think he's leading too.


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